Saturday, December 18, 2010


I am so not ready for christmas. Barely aware of it's proximity until a couple of days ago. So much to do. The plan was to make home made presents this year. Now I ask myself......what was I thinking!!!!??

I am about half done with a number of projects. Completely done with nothing. Totally side tracked by fence repairs, escaping haflinger, building a small hay shed that's to be a greenhouse in the spring, trying to get some exterior lights installed, you know, the usual stuff.

My mind is everywhere. My muscles sore. Time doesn't seem to be so linear anymore. My days are marked only by the to-do list. So much time lost with hospitals and doctors... so much catching up to do. I can't seem to get all areas of my life back on track. I will... I will.

Sometime soon I will be done with the have to-dos and I'll move into the realm of joyful to do. Spring and renewal isn't so very far away, not really.



  1. Hugs and kisses, dear Louie!! If you EVER get more internet access, I would be more than happy to share PNH Forum membership with you, but if I'm thinking straight, I think you have membership, and problem is with ANY access to internet. Argh!! Thinking of you, my dear, as ALWAYS. Hildawg

  2. I wish you a peaceful Holiday season, hopefully some time to take deep breaths and regroup... Take care of yourself first, so that you can continue to take care of others.

    Petra Christensen
    Parelli 2Star Junior Instructor
    Parelli Central

  3. where are you louie??? i miss your writing!
    love and hugs from marion & milva